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cracksmashcapsicle
Cracksmash RP blog for Steve Rogers, AKA Captain America.


Fanfiction: American Dreams
Title art by The Silver Feathered Raven
CS2 Flashback: Heart’s a mess

shestingslikethewasp:

cracksmashcapsicle:

*he kisses her check, smiling against her skin, then reluctantly pulls back*

*he doesn’t say anything, but nods at her*

*she nods as well and smiles. Steps back, still holding onto his hands until the last moment. Mouths I love you, almost too quiet for him to hear*

*and then, before she can talk herself out of it, she lets go of his hands and steps back* *they’ve already spent too much time here, in too open of an area* *they need to go*

*nods again, mouths I love you too back to her, then vaults over the edge of the car park half-wall, running away*

31 Aug 2013 35 Reblog
CS2 Flashback: Heart’s a mess

shestingslikethewasp:

cracksmashcapsicle:

*squeezes his eyes shut and hugs her tighter*

*his voice is muffled* This is the most romantic place I’ve ever taken you, right?

Absolute best. In fact, if we were to have a second honeymoon, I would say this would be the ideal place to have it.

*he kisses her check, smiling against her skin, then reluctantly pulls back*

*he doesn’t say anything, but nods at her*

31 Aug 2013 35 Reblog
CS2 Flashback: Heart’s a mess

shestingslikethewasp:

cracksmashcapsicle:

I am tempted to say “let him come” but I don’t want this to spark off prematurely. More people are at stake than just you and me. *pulls her close to him again and takes a deep breath*

I should go.

*she hugs him tightly* You should. You really should.

*doesn’t make a move to let him go*

*squeezes his eyes shut and hugs her tighter*

*his voice is muffled* This is the most romantic place I’ve ever taken you, right?

31 Aug 2013 35 Reblog
CS2 Flashback: Heart’s a mess

shestingslikethewasp:

cracksmashcapsicle:

*kisses her* I love you.

I wish we could do this. See each other. But if we made it regular…

I will see you again, I promise. Maybe not soon. But we’ll make it work, okay?

And I love you, Steve Rogers. *kisses him long and hard, then draws away reluctantly* We will. But we’ll have to be careful. I would rather not see you than have something go wrong and accidentally lead Osborn to you.

I am tempted to say “let him come” but I don’t want this to spark off prematurely. More people are at stake than just you and me. *pulls her close to him again and takes a deep breath*

I should go.

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CS2 Flashback: Heart’s a mess

shestingslikethewasp:

cracksmashcapsicle:

*cups her cheek then runs his hand through her hair, stroking it as he talks* That’s the last thing I want to do. Just so you know… I … don’t want us to be done, Jan.

Not ever. 

*smiles a little* We made a vow, remember?

No. I’m not ready for us to be done. What I’m ready for is you to come home. *she reaches up and covers his hand with her own; she’s already stopped wearing her wedding ring, but not wearing it doesn’t mean anything and she hopes that he understands that* I’m not planning on us ever being done, Steve, not even if everyone else thinks we are.

*kisses her* I love you.

I wish we could do this. See each other. But if we made it regular…

I will see you again, I promise. Maybe not soon. But we’ll make it work, okay?

31 Aug 2013 35 Reblog
CS2 Flashback: Heart’s a mess

shestingslikethewasp:

cracksmashcapsicle:

*frowns* He won’t believe you. But at least if everyone else does… he won’t be able to touch you.

We try to keep on the move in any case. *runs his hand through his hair, which is shaggier than it usually is* Reminds me of the war, in lots of ways. *his mouth sets in a hard line* Behind enemy lines.

I don’t think he would dare. Not now. But you’re right, and that’s what I was hoping to do. Make everyone believe that we’re…done.

*cups her cheek then runs his hand through her hair, stroking it as he talks* That’s the last thing I want to do. Just so you know… I … don’t want us to be done, Jan.

Not ever. 

*smiles a little* We made a vow, remember?

31 Aug 2013 35 Reblog
CS2 Flashback: Heart’s a mess

shestingslikethewasp:

cracksmashcapsicle:

*rubs the back of his head and laughs a bit* Uh. Well I could probably do with a few big steaks, but the others are pretty good at reminding me to eat.

*looks off* Sam and… *he stops* I shouldn’t say. I shouldn’t say who I’m with should I? *sad smile* I’m with friends though. They’re not as good at looking after me as you *he strokes her cheek* but they’re good people.

I’ll be fine.

Better I don’t know who you’re with. Better I know as little as possible. *she leans forward, letting her head rest against his chest and her arms slip down to wind around his waist. Osborn already thinks I know where to find you. It’s been hell trying to convince him that I don’t.

*frowns* He won’t believe you. But at least if everyone else does… he won’t be able to touch you.

We try to keep on the move in any case. *runs his hand through his hair, which is shaggier than it usually is* Reminds me of the war, in lots of ways. *his mouth sets in a hard line* Behind enemy lines.

31 Aug 2013 35 Reblog
CS2 Flashback: Heart’s a mess

shestingslikethewasp:

cracksmashcapsicle:

*kisses her nose* Everything’s a total mess. *he’s smiling*

God it’s good to see you.

*his smile prompts one of her own* I can say the same to you, darling. *kisses his cheek, then his mouth* *she’s very tempted to just lose herself in the kiss, but she stops herself, pulls back, and gives him a serious look*

I just want to know if you’re doing okay. If you’re taking care of yourself. You better be eating and getting enough sleep; you know you can’t run off your super soldier stamina forever.

*rubs the back of his head and laughs a bit* Uh. Well I could probably do with a few big steaks, but the others are pretty good at reminding me to eat.

*looks off* Sam and… *he stops* I shouldn’t say. I shouldn’t say who I’m with should I? *sad smile* I’m with friends though. They’re not as good at looking after me as you *he strokes her cheek* but they’re good people.

I’ll be fine.

31 Aug 2013 35 Reblog
CS2 Flashback: Heart’s a mess

shestingslikethewasp:

cracksmashcapsicle:

*pushes her hair back from her face* I’m sorry I should have realised why you had to do it. I just… I wasn’t thinking very clearly when Vision told me… and I sort of… rushed out.

*brushes his thumbs over her cheeks* I don’t want to lose you Jan. 

You’re not going to lose me. I just - I guess I was hoping you wouldn’t find out. Which is silly, because the whole point was that it would be public enough that - that people would think that we were done, that I couldn’t possibly know where to find you -

*stops and leans forward, nose bumping against his* Everything’s a mess.

*kisses her nose* Everything’s a total mess. *he’s smiling*

God it’s good to see you.

31 Aug 2013 35 Reblog
CS2 Flashback: Heart’s a mess

shestingslikethewasp:

cracksmashcapsicle:

Son of a gun. Middle school. *bites his lip* Hug her for me?

*his arms tighten around her* I miss her so much. 

*takes a deep breath* You don’t need to know anything. You just need to keep yourself and Sarah safe. Contact Hank if you need me… he’s working on something that should make things better for all of us.

*draws in a sharp breath* Hank’s - of course he is. He’s not happy about what’s happening any more than I am, he’s just - *bites her lip* *looks at Steve for a long moment*

I’m sorry. For the divorce. Not that it’s official or will ever be, but you shouldn’t have had to…*gives a brittle little laugh* If I had my way, it wouldn’t have even become a thing at all, but…it was necessary. And I’m sorry about that.

*pushes her hair back from her face* I’m sorry I should have realised why you had to do it. I just… I wasn’t thinking very clearly when Vision told me… and I sort of… rushed out.

*brushes his thumbs over her cheeks* I don’t want to lose you Jan. 

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